the cow jumped over the moon

Thursday, May 29, 2008

big headache.. everyday headache!!! pain!! because of him?? i also don know.. this morning went for maths remedial.. then for band.. when came bacck, heard from my motherr that the teacher called her!!! they misunderstood.. they say i never go for maths remedial on tuuesday.. but everything is solved..

just now packing up my things for tomorrow's band camp.. sian.. i hate camps!! but i think i will enjoy this time with ellabelle and siying!! hahas.. then.. now still headache! somebody scolded me cos i told him i having headsche then he say i everyday sleep so late.. he also right!! still scold me!!

just now asked to go out tomorrow but tomorrow got band camp!! stupid.. i want to go!!! but sorry for not being able to make it!!! SORRY!!! next 2 days will be not be able to blog and go on msn.. boring!!

i miss you baby!!

jumped at : 9:54 PM

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

my mood is still bad!!! i think of it i want to cry.. i see her face.. i want to slap.. i see his face i want to die!!! why?? i also don know.. i am just too angry!! everything has been over for about 2 weeks and i sitll cant get over it..

ANYWAY~ this morning received a missed call at 8.04.. but i only realised when i woke up at 10.. sorry. after that.. skipped my breakfast and started watching my DVDs.. so funny.. but sadly.. i finish watching it already.. what am i goiong to do for the rest of the month?? while watching.. i had my branch(breakfast and lunch together).. didnt had much i suppose.. then went for my bath before going to school..

cheryl and company was stuck in school because of the heavy rain.. but when i reach school they already on their way to compass so i didnt get to see them.. but will be seeing them tomorrow.. then.. went for band.. boring session again.. ryan,edmund,yijie,marvin was made to do pushups.. poor thing.. hahas.. then 5 oclock we were released then i came back.. so damn hungry!! came back and ate some snacks and had my dinner at 7.30.. now still have to print my cme project notes.. sian..

when can i put your face off my mind?

jumped at : 8:06 PM

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

cried for like 1 hour.. now finally got the slight mood to blog.. today chem was like still can.. at least i learnt!!! but that stupid denton koh went asked me to copy and lend him photocopy!!! what is this?? am i your dog?! but nvm.. i still lent it to him.. cos i jiang yi qi..(don mind my BHBness)..

then actually on my way to the bus stop wanted to play denton's PSP.. end up?? raining.. then i cannot play.. worse!!! the very moment i step into the bus stop.. babom!! the heavy rain came!!! WORST!!!!! i was all drenched when i reach home EVEN I CABBED HOME!!!! what a failure..

came home.. joked around with my 2nd sister.. so fun!!!! everyday at home then laugh laugh laugh.. joke around with my parents, my family.. cool.. after that was bathing.. wow!! so cool.. hot water!! best!! followed was maths tuition.. boring.. sat there doing maths non stop.. then.. i felt very cold and i think i am down with a FEVER.. now have HEADACHE.. omg!! pain!! now still very cold.. wth..

then 6.30 started talking on the phone with junice.. talked till around 7.15.. there is nothing i can hide from her.. hahas.. my ears was so painful.. then was dinner.. wow!! bak kut teh!! favourite!!!!!! later was crying.. then talk to cousin on the phone.. i love her.. she knows everything about me.. 9.10.. eating fruits.. favourite again!! mango and pear!! yay!! i love fruits.. watch tv.. playing games on my phone.. then blogging now.. my life is none other than BORING!!!!!!

everytime i close
my eyes.. your face
appears.. i just cant
get you off my mind..

jumped at : 10:54 PM

boring.. nowadays so bored.. i think maybe i cannot go the bbt aautograph session le la!! got tuition on that day!! shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am going to be mad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how i wish i don have tuition on that day... argh! i missed show's concert the other time.. this time.. wth!!! who can help me?? nobody!! i am so sad!!

yesterday went out with mc and junice.. hahas.. the bus damn alot of people.. i squeezed my way down the bus.. today went for maths remedial and chem!! after that still got tuition at home.. what a tiring day!!

jumped at : 7:56 PM

Saturday, May 24, 2008

hmm.. last night chatting.. then last 2 weeks.. somebody told me something.. and this 'THING' don telly to what i heard last night.. how come? why must he lie to me? it really saddens me..

they asked me whether i don like her.. YES!! i don like her.. or should i say i hate her!!!? what she have done to me is more than killing me.. i hate her to the core!!! i hate the sight of her.. it disgusts me!!

jumped at : 1:29 PM

Friday, May 23, 2008

bad day today.. results no need to say.. sucks!! 6.58pm.. heard a shocking news.. cannot say.. why is this happening.. i don want!!! cheer up.. you onceed cheer me up.. but now.. you are sad, you are vexed.. i just cant do anything.. sorry.. what am i suppose to do?? how to make you smile??!!! who can help me??!?!!

really hope to see your cheerful smile on you again!!! ( I'm in the midst of thinking how to make you smile..)

hope you can change your mind..

jumped at : 7:14 PM

Thursday, May 22, 2008

SORRY DENTON AND DARYL ... WAIT FOR ME TO CALM DOWN FIRST .. SORRY..

jumped at : 9:23 PM

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

never really smile or laugh today..go school.. only second period then i heard a very shocking news.. i don know why nowadays so many shocking news.. don feel like going to school le.. wanna close myself in a room and seriously think what is exactly happening.. today not in the mood.. recess very rude to denton.. sorry.. so fan now!!! from 1, hust 1 little thing.. and be led to so many other things.. should i regret or not?? or should i do some soul searching?? who can tell me?? every time i think of this "thing".. i just feel so sick and tired of it.. i hate the sight of them.. i hate the SPYs.. i trusted you once.. but now.. i think i shouldnt anymore.. everyday i face them.. i have to put a fake smile on.. so fake till i cant stand it even myself!!! how fake can i still be.. that smile on my face and always and can anytime be a fake one.. how?? how am i going to face anyone.. i can only say sorry..

i saw you..

jumped at : 7:12 PM

Saturday, May 17, 2008

today was just another boring day for me.. wake up, watch disc,tuition, dinner.. but i had nice dinner tonight.. korean food!!! wow.. love it..

jumped at : 10:58 PM

nowadays nothing really to blog.. so long never blog then i shall roughly say about what happened about the month that i did not blog.. that day april 20, went stacie birthday to celerate her birthday and it was fun.. monday denton birthday.. then we celebrated his birthday also but at compass point.. we(DENTON (THE BIRTHDAY BOY), daryl,eesing,huiyu,juehong,kaven,and myself) went for pizza and after that went 'home' as if!!!! eesing huiyu and myself went to collect denton's birthday cake and went to the place where they also do their break dancing to give denton a SURPRISE!!!while lighting up the candles, pauline and peiyi joined us.. was he touched?? i also don know.. daryl was planning with us for the surprise too!! hahas denton don know.. then after that went to the sengkang library to meet ellabelle and siying.. SORRY for letting you 2 wait for such a long time!!! we actually slacked there and talk and take pictures.. but lame.. we onlyleft there about 6.. after thatwas around exam period and i sort of study hard. i studied with different ppl like junice and yingying and company.. it was fun!!! after that nothing actually interesting happened..

PHOTOS

jumped at : 9:43 PM

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

wow!! broke the record.. when was the last time i blog? more than a month ago.. don scold me ppl.. sorry.. exams period so i decided not to blog.. my results are not satisfactory!!!! how?? have to work super super hard!! since they are not satisfactory, i think there is no need for me to post here.. nowadays so fun.. last week was crazy shopping.. this week after marking day, tuesday went back to school then check papers.. almost all the classes combine together.. so fun.. can mix around..today so damn funny in the hall.. DARYL keep making me laugh.. his face is just so funny.. just cant stop laughing.. anyway.. after school still have going to go home!! nothing to do.. band resume le.. although boring but have ellabelle and siying then enough le.. their accompany is the best thing in band practices!! love them lots.. everyday.. my life is just boring.. sms sms msn msn talk on phone.. nothing else!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i used to love him

but now.. it soon will turn to

i loveD him..

jumped at : 10:47 PM