is there still a chance for me to share my unhappiness with you??
is there still a chance where i can cry in front of you?? or should i just keep quiet??
is there still a chance where is can listen to you console me???
is there still a chance where we can study together, sms through the night, laugh loudly together??
koufu.. ice cream.. band outing.. botanical gardens.............. when will be the next?? never???
even apologising.... it doesn't make any difference... what's done cannot be undone.. should i believe this?? i have to but i can't!!!
why everything ended so shortly?? it's not even 6 months!!!!!
you were once the one i concerned alot.. now.. and in future.. it will still be the same..
jumped at : 11:47 PM
are we drifting apart???? YES WE ARE!!! is it getting from many many words to nothing?? or just a one-word sms?? questioning you.. and your answer come.. yes? no? soon? from one whole chunk to one word.. it hurts.....
is the time up??? is it time i should leave? are you sick of it?? sick of the times.. sick of seeing my face?? sick of having lunch with me??
lunchtime... no eye contact.. no talking.. NOTHING!!!!
i am in great pain!!!!
jumped at : 11:32 PM
Friday, September 5, 2008
today was the celebration for
ying and daryl birthday!!!!
sooooooo funnnn!!!!!
so tired now...
after oral we went to cold storage
to buy the things for steamboat..
peiying and joanne went to get
ying's favourite mango cake!!!!!
and went to stacie's house first
to keep the cake to give ying a surprise!!!
peiying and i were preparing the food
for the steamboat...
we keep playing... talking.. and "scolding"...
soooo funnnnn!!!!
then.. the rest was doing the soup thing...
steamboat was nice...
while eating...
we were having our mini concert..
the craziest one is yingying.. the birthday girl!!!
hahas... dancing here and there...
and all of us really laughed like mad...
after eating...
we cleared things up..
and had the cake out...
the music suddenly stopped..
stacie and i came out of the kitchen
with a MANGO cake!!
yingying and daryl saw their names and
they were shocked!!!
yay!!!! we succeeded with the surprise!!!
cut cake time!!!
and of course the both of them cut the cake..
then suddenly they were playing the cake...
first with the birthday girl and boy..
then the rest came in too...
but luckily..
stacie,peiying,joanne and i were clean..
eesing and jonathan
even washed their hair!!
look at their faces.. so dirty..
then we were taking group photos..
then yingying had to go home..
because she had dinner at night...
after ying left then like nothing much le..
GROUP PHOTO!!!!
yingying had to go home.. :(
we were watching movies and TV...
singing... and playing with sweetie toffie..
OHH!!! today was very distracted
by denton's ulcer...
he keep ouch ouch ouch!!!
he even dropped the man tears!!!!
hahas..
so his new name is ULCER!!!!
6.30.. some including myself left stacie's house...
then came home..
thank you stacie for everything today.. <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgcYUjI8rUGN145spf6Add0qdDn-cVOJ3iRaYOO_5cWeZGa_GdUnSKbY1spbuvL9GG1_nU5_OTWvZtS2_-1xwnf35Q4U-aFbj2qMTTa4xle9dAvAUhcFO6976DgbrY8DzH_xsBW4vZx/s1600-h/lousy!.jpg">
my lousy photography skills!!!
went into stacie room.. saw the toy i gave her on her birthday!!
pls people!!! this is just sparkling juice... NOT alcohol!!!!
yingying and daryl.. expect more on the actual days!!
jumped at : 9:38 PM
hey diddle diddle
Hello
this is Yingxuan here
introduced to the new world
on 16/10/1993 &
studying in PeiHwa Sec
i love HIM
& obviously, BANGBANGTANG
I love my helmet!!!
love me or hate me.